WholeNewWorldz

i can't breath

2005-01-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

How could i believe in whom who show me unrealistic words

How could i believe in whom who give an hope but take it back

How could i believe in whom who do not believe in feeling

How could i believe in whom who being holding by they own one mind

How could i believe

How could i believe

Through out all years what i believe is true

No one hold they words as a bond

There is NO TRUE

I HATE IT ~ I HATE IT ~ I HATE IT ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T LIKE ~ I DON'T LIKE ~ I DON'T LIKE ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

What is life(?)

A life is about waiting for a light that come in out darkest time in our life to lift us up

A life is full of joy when we choose it wisely

A life is more bueutiful then we can think of and imaging of it

A life is . . .

To continues choosing and keep on choosing a path of life not my life but YOURS

The greatest Authority each and everyone have is to Choose that's our Daily Bread of life

Remember be wiser and wiser after a lesson of LIFE . . .

When we make a mistake make it Once and don't make it again . . .

Start to realise things Around us inside of us . . .

Life is very short . . .

Give yourself sometime to relax and realise people around us those who really care for you . . .

Close your eyes
Use your heart to feel them and think of them for what thyey have done

Life is will never be enought . . .

Life is what we really care of the way we feel in our heart

Heart is where we always get hurts most

When how we feel is so importance to each and everyone of us

Give Your Self SomeTime To Think With Your Heart To Make Each And Every Decision . . .

To Be Continue . . .

2004-11-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

2004-11-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Who can come and go with a special place in my heart that will live inside me forever and will last through galaxy

2004-11-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm

2004-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today doing hair styling for touch community service, when i doing for the last model some more in the last final step i suddenly felt fear enter into my heart and i try to control it but just unable to do so but after all still ok lo.. den all of us felt hungry den that we all went to eat somewhere near that place, so after that we all went down to town for a walk, watch movie den go long john eat go hm... haha... in between the journey is very fun lo... but scary also... haha... but after all is a nice day... going out with pacesetter people... is wow... first time lo... haha... i think must have more offen haha..

Etenal

2004-10-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

You say

Relationship shall share the same fundamental of love ground

Relationship shall be a blessing to each other

And now

I will wait whom You have prepare for me

I will wait until You and Seek Your face

I will wait for Your direction and Your way

I will wait for Your purpose that You had for me

I will wait for Your Restoration and give me strength

let go

2004-10-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Let go of the pass and walk towards the future

( Story )

Yesh~~ It should come to an end, i have been listen to it over and over again, things still the same as before but time change it keep on going even when i don't want to walk and i am standing time still go by no matter what i do or i don't do time still go by, i change through time but time is not everything where i can really change some people change very fast and some can take his/her life time to just to change or never will change, and circle which had no ending i got to put into an end is time to stop is time to leave and go, now i going to bring the circle to an end it must come to an end and thing will never.. never be the same again.. once it change it's change...

Journey Continue....

keep on and keeping on in my journey looking for a world that is belong to only you and me...

Months later...

Things went wrong again everything seem like went back to normal or worse... you are the one whom always say be there not far away what about now where are you, you seem so far away so far which i can't see.. i can't find you anymore... when there's a time i need you most and u never be there for me... where are you... i am looking for you do you know i need you to be there for me just as before... now i had lost and they are gone what should i do now.. i'm lost... can anyone out there can help me... someone help!!!

When time can go back... would i choose the same path or a difference one...

Unknown

...

2004-10-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

I don't dare to fall in love again

Because in my life

The

Beginning of all love is the beginning of hurt

When ever love grow hurt grow

But

Everything that happen is an journey of my life

When love is everything

I give it all to you

Love you always

Love Hope Faith

Greater is

LOVE

...

2004-10-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

New Beginning Of The New Chapter Of My Life Starts

This is where my new journey begin, i won't let the pass hold me back and i won't stand still, i am going to move forward and step out of this circle to look for hope, i believe somewhere out there, out there dreams come through...

Love is all along been a grave yard to my life, it have been my weakness but now i'm going to learn how to change it to my strength...

My greatest aim in my life is LOVE without LOVE i am nothing

...

2004-10-09T13:48:00.000+08:00

Ending of first Ralationship...

Three years later...

Inexplicit feeling of an unusual start...

Since that day my heart was wounded, i try to escape out of the world of love but the love was too overwhilming the love i have for her is beyond my control.. it grow deeper through time, now i'm living in a world of hurt..

The story begin from here...

It start from an simple SMS...

And things begin to start...

Inexplicit feeling grow deeper and deeper since than it became deep love and the wounded of the scare begin to grow deep and more hurtful, but everything is sweet...

After a couple month later..

All things begin to change and it have became a memory of my life, when things change no matter what it will never be the same as before again...

When i'm missing her and she isn't at my side, through time it became memory...

Things begin to change where new chapter of my life starts...

To be continue...

ho ho ha ha he he Movie

2004-10-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

Life is like a movie, a movie we share with fren and love one and lonely down time.. we choose how our movie going to be.. path is choices and decision... when we choose it that is no turning back... no matter what is it... even it can be very hurtful but... we still need to go through... it's a process we must go through... too bad that is a must process we need to go through so haha... just go through it lo... fate bring people together bring people apart... going again fate is going again our mindset not one mind but two..

Going Again Fate Is Going Again Life And Mindset Of Two Person

In order to go again fate is both have to share commend ground of love and share same teaching of the commend ground of love ( Rare )

wat should i do

2004-10-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

wat should i do if i feel something bad..

wat should i do if the thing really going 2 happen within 10month time yet i don know wat..

so many wat should i do..

so many if..

so many question..

why can't i live normally..

I didn't show or say dose't mean i'm ok

2004-10-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm... where should i start from... let me start from here.. sunday 03/10/04 in parkway time 5.14 after meeting rachet.. i have an uneasy feeling and since i so near the beach which i always go so i walk to east coast park alone... i go near to the water... i stand there and rain started to pour down... but i still standing there.. until the rain stops.. and with a heavy heart i just don know why my heart felt so heavy and with great pain in it... so i wonder.. den my heart speaks to me jus be prepare for things is going to change.. so i wonder and think again... after a long long time.. i make a decision.. that.. ok.. i prepare for the worse... so i bring the heavy heart with me... reach hm felt super uneasy... can't slp... fear begin to enter...

to be continue...

Is time

2004-09-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Until now she still don't understand me the way I feel and think, maybe I am too complicated for her and make her think that I change my decision very fast and let her have the thought that I don’t know what I want or desire for and the situation seem to be very bad I let her control my decision.
Maybe I have been too flexible to change

I never been hurt so deep before, this is a deep cut in my heart, too deep until I cannot show how hurt is the pain or say it out with words and my action shows that I am alright but actually I am no alright but outwardly it may seem nothing to me but inwardly I am hurt and fill with pains
Maybe I just don’t know how to express my feeling with words

From the start until now she haven been too protecting her self cause she been fear by the pass experience and trap her self in a circa and never find the ending
Maybe you can try come out of the circa and start a new one

You given me hope and yet want me to give up on you, I try and try but your heart has change and you want to make my heart to change, I don’t know when you make the decision to draw a clear cut and harden your heart do you think of me how I feel?
Maybe it gone wrong when the line is drawn and the harden of your heart

If pass experience you can remember and until now you still can remember it so clearly it is same to yesterday happiness can also bring it to tomorrow and last throughout all your life
Maybe is time for you to change your mindset

Nothing in life that is given to you is free all things come with a price to pay just that you cannot see the price until you need to pay for it, when you cannot make your mind think that there will be problem and hardship life when you going through relationship is it hard to last
Maybe is time for you to set your mind that there is always problem and hardship in life and a understanding heart

Is time to start asking yourself question and even question that you don’t want to answer is time to start questioning yourself

You Know Who I Talking About

2004-09-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

Don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
It's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(be strong)
You'll break it
(hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

I Miss You

2004-09-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

I miss you.
I know we've said our good-byes,
and I know we've gone our separate ways,
but I still miss you
I wish that people were like chalkboards,
and we could wash our memories clean.
But we're not.
And we can't.
Despite of the anger that you show towards me,
I still miss you.
We were happy once,
and I remember those times.
I remember how we smiled and laughed,
and how you held my heart in your hand.
I remember the tears and the fight sand how I took my heart back,
bruised and slightly wilted.
But still,
somehow,
I miss you,
and I just wanted you to know that.

Blah

2004-09-07T01:46:00.000+08:00

He is caring, he reminds me, when I don't feel quite cared for

I'm giving you the time you need
to stay out of my view
Here's your own space to heal in
until I forgets why.

Just call me,
if you need me,
before I can miss you.
and how can you forget its your job to remind.

You upset me.
I called,
I was sorry.
I'm just trying to deal.
All the rest understand me.
They accept and amuse well.
They didn't bruise harshly.
They knew how to heal.

I could use one more session of watching your need.
If he can't know the damage,
he can't be held liable,
don't hurt the sad good guy with his plan to feel right.

We'll discuss this,
what he's able,
what concerns him,
how he meant well.
If we don't see each other,
we'll talk soon,
Stay safe.
Its no bother when you call me,
(Keep it gentle. He's so fragile)
Tell me how I can support you.
if that works for me.

I Lost But Now I Found

2004-09-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

When You Feel Lost And Going No Where
Go Back To Where You Started
When You Lost Things In Your Life
Go Back To The Time You Last Have It
When You Lost A Feeling
Go Back To The Beginning When You Feel It
When You Lost A Special Person
Go Back To The Place Where You Found It

By Angel

Love

2004-09-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

To Love Is To Give

You Can Give Without Loving

But

You Can't Love Without Giving

My Greatest Aim In Life Is Love

I lost

2004-09-05T17:08:00.000+08:00

I lost my way and path
I lost of who i am
I lost my greatest aim in life
I lost my strength and courage
I lost everything

In Time Of Needs

2004-09-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

I'll Always Be There
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
give you a hug,
and stand by your side.
I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever, be your friend!

Your Hiding Place

2004-09-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

Come And You Will Find Rests
Your Shuttle And Your Strong Hold
Your Hope And Your Dreams
Lost But Now You Found
Your Fall Back Will Be A Come Back
All You Have To Do Is To Believe
Your Hiding Place

No Body But Some Bady

The Alter Of Life

2004-08-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

I Rededicate My Life On The Alter
Restore Me For Who I Am In You
Guild My Heart And Renew Mind
Let Your Light Shine Through Me Once Again
And I Shall Speak

Faith, Hope And Love

The Great Beginning

2004-08-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

The Wound Of Her Start Reconvering
She Stand Up Again And Walk
Even Though The Force Of The Pass Is Strong
But Her Faith Pull Her Throught All This While
She Believe And Confess It With Her Mouth

Lesson

First Start With The Mind Not The Heart
A Inward Decision That You Make
Believe It And Confess The Words With Mouth
It Is An Act Of Faith That You Want It To Happen

Many time in our life we thought that the heart is guilding but actually is the mind
First we see then our mind we thought follow by the heart feel, actually your heart is thinking with your mind when time pass we actually let our heart control our mind this is where alot of people start falling off with relationship, after awhile we offen let our heart control our mind, in relationship is not the feeling that build a strong relationship but rather is the mind that build a strong relationship

Heart

Do All Things According To The Feeling When The Feeling Is Gone Mean Everything Is over But Feeling Is Special, Is The Start Of Everything But Is Not After Along Run The Feeling Is Gone

( Mind Think With The Heart )

Mind

Do It With An Inward Vote That Make Deep Inside The Heart, A Decision That Make After The Open Of The Heart Means The Door Of The Heart Open And Receive Is The Beginning

Beginning

Everything Good Things Happen In The Beginning Where The Heart Open But After A Long Run Fear Of The World ( How Others Look ) And Worry Of The Pass And Future ( Pass Experience And What Of Tomorrow Don't Come Afraid Of Lost ) Enter Into The Heart, This Is Where We Let The Mind Think With Our Heart.

Solution Is To Share With Your Partner And Friends!!!
( Must Understand This Note : A HEART AND MIND TO SOLVE NOT MAKE IT WORSE )

Angel Falls

2004-07-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Your Angel Is Just A Man That With Love And Emotion

What A Angel Can Do Is Watch Over You Afar

But Yet So Near To Your Heart And Soul

Cover You With His Wing Hold You When You Are Falling

And Will Be There In The Time Of Your Need

Even Is Hurt At Times

And Willing To Give Just To See A Simple Smile

Yet The Simple Smile Is So Precious To Your Angel

Your Angel Dwell In Your Presence Just To Watch Over You

Your Angel Rise His Life Just For A Simple Word

Call

LOVE

AngelTease

2004-07-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

Expected with tease, Silent is control, Tears drop after you go

4W & 1H

2004-07-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

Who, Why, When, where, How

This is the 4w1H to solve a problem, it take great faith to do all these.

Sometime we know what is going wrong but yet we don't really know what is going wrong becuase sometime we don't really ask our self questions, when things went so far that we have no turning back we are too far too far and we need to ask our self all the questions we ask our self in the beginning what even we do, time that we feel tired or weak, we need to ask our self who is wrong, why this things is going wrong, when it start getting bad, where is it when wrong and how we going to solve it.

Great things dose't hide but it show from inside out

HaIzzz

2004-07-23T13:01:00.000+08:00

HaiZ...

If you can see what is before you, things that will happen what will you do, change it or continue walking forward if you can change your fate what will you do?

zha dao

2004-07-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

zha dao.. i recreate my Blog.. dub